I was hoping for something more personal in her birthday greet. This was nice but just a friendly greet. Everyone is freaking out but I’m here looking at my phone and wondering why. There was nothing really close or living about it. I can’t spiral because I have nothing to spiral over. Or maybe I’m just not understanding it the way everyone else does…… :((( I’m trying but I can’t.

At this point, I would have taken anything, really. I’m happy that everyone saying there was bad blood between and she would tone down the Twitter fuckery have just been proven wrong. I’m happy that it’s starting again, that she didn’t tweet a simple picture of him or them but she again choose one with a sexual innuendo as she always did. I’m happy that Gillovny is back for the better and that the worst is behind us. I’m not freaking out, I’m just genuinely happy that she still likes the way he tastes 😀