1/2 You look up when she enters the room. She looks back.One of those looks that make a man hard.The kind of look when you just wanna burst out,take off your clothes and fill her up with all your desire.Somehow you manage to control yourself.Especially when the air between you two is foggy. When references to page 6 lovers hurt you. Now you just want to hold her, stroke her face. But as said before, the air shifted. You can feel your heart breaking in a thousand pieces.

2/2 You see the pain on her face. But there will always be hope. I wrote this after the first PM-scare, but never shared it. One of my New Years resolutions was to be less scared to share stuff (even if it sucks)

It doesn’t suck!! Please keep sharing them. It was just a few lines, but still hot as fuck and painful. Thank you!

remember cutting room 2015, did you ever wonder what was going on in her mind: « goddamn, why am i like this? i knew there would be so many people, just calm down girl and get your ass over there! and dare you to look at him, you won’t be able to control yourself.. just don’t look at him… aww, that smile, he’s living his dream.. arg, alright but don’t touch him, noo you won’t do that, good girl, now why is your head up there… look down, you’re not going to kiss him, right.. right, hello? » <3

Hahaha!! This is exactly what happened in her mind!!!

I agree with that anon about DD/GA would be devastated if they’re together and things’ve come to an end. Their relationship would be ruined. But look at David! He seems so happy, so calm, so tender. And he’s the sensitive guy who has cried reading My Struggle 1. Unless they’re not a thing. But we know there’s more between them than a coworker platonic relationship. I still believe in love. I believe in gillovny.

There’s no way their relationship has been platonic in the last few years, so yeah… If we can’t see any sign of a break up, I guess it means they haven’t broken up;

You never publish my asks, but I’ll say it anyway: I think that the lack of twitter trollery is due to the fact that they didn’t reach an agreement with Fox re: money/scheduling. G did say that if they were not willing to pay what she asks, they just wouldn’t continue with TXF. So she probably said: no money – no promotion of your show on my social media. Which is fair, I guess.

I’m sorry if I never publish your asks, now it’s done, but I guess I know why I never did. You’re implying Gillian and David only interact on Twitter when there’s XF episodes to promote, which is so wrong and false that I haven’t enough words to tell you how wrong you are. Maybe just scroll their Twitter feeds. You will see that the highlights of their trollery match with a period of time when The Revival was not even an idea.

And Gillian never said she’s willing to do more xf if they pay her more. 

Homework for you, anon: read her interviews better and read their Tweets better. You have everything wrong. 

what do you think about orlando’s tweets? not only the recent ones but all of them. David follows him so if he and Gillian are in a secret relationship why would he disrespect them like that?

I don’t know, because even if they’re not in a secret relationship… I mean, it’s the same. I think he’s just having fun. I think he really ships them, the say way we do, I’m not sure he really knows what’s going on, but I think it’s cool to have a shipper celebrity who interacts with fans. But I don’t read too much in his tweets, he’s not going to prove or disprove Gillovny.

Do you know why I don’t believe that rumor with PM? Most of us believe Gillovny was real till August. If Gillian and David were dating and then they broke up, I believe at least one of them would have been heart broken. Their relationship is too special and if they tried to be together and failed, I’m sure they would have been devastated for a while. And I didn’t see any of it, they were happy and everything was good. So yeah, they’re still happy, don’t worry :)

I’m convinced they were a still a thing this summer, at the very least. There’s no way it wouldn’t show if they’ve broken up and it doesn’t. So I agree with you, PM is just a rumor and it’ll die. I hope. 

London gathering 🍺

March 10th is coming soon, and @becksndot5​ and I need to organize and make the reservation in a bar for our London Gathering! So if you want to join so we can have fun and drink after Gillian’s panel, please write an email at becksndot5@gmail.com , tell us who you are on Tumblr and if you want to come with a +1 or a +2 or 3 or more. Please, do it before February 20th, so when we will know exactly how many we are, we have time to figure out the best place to go and to book a table. (or the whole bar, who knows!)

Can’t wait to meet you all!!