Étiquette : megsandroses

i honestly think that tickets in poland are quite cheap because it’s $35 for a regular ticket, i expected much more. but damn right now i am really struggling whether to go or not. it’s probably the only chance i’ll ever get to see him despite all my feelings towards him right now. what do i do? 😅

Looks like somehow, the prices have been lowered…
I can’t tell you what to do, you probably know already what you want to do, don’t you?  😀

if you decide not to go, I support you, if you decide to go, I sincerely hope you enjoy it! This is a very personal decision and I don’t want to influence you ❤

as i stepped back with gillovny i thought i wouldn’t be okay. but now i feel really good. i stopped caring, i don’t feel resentment towards either david or gillian. i still love them together but if they’re not a couple, so let it be. i completely let go and i’m just waiting to see them getting back together. but with no further emotions. now i’m in a good place with my life, i’m ready for some changes to come and i’ve accepted it all the way it is and it feels amazing. i also wanted to tell you

how much i admire your braveness and strength to move on with your life and move to canada. it’s totally awesome and i will never stop being amazed by you! i hope everything works out for you and campaign and that one day gillovny will come back from hell. love you! ♥️

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Thank you so so much, girl!! I do admire you too for stepping back and stop caring and I hope you come back one day, because that would mean they’re back together and this place will be fun again! Love you!!! ❤

okay, so i had a dream. it was emmy’s and gillian went. david didn’t because he said he wanted to go see his kids. for some reason gillian won an award and had to do the speech. she thanked her kids, cast and crew, the directors etc. and she said « there’s this one last person that i wanted to thank. he’s a jerk and an idiot and sometimes drives me nuts. he doesn’t respect my privacy when i’m mad, he’s always there even when i say i don’t want him to. but we both know i want him to. he interrupts

me when i speak. with kisses. he annoys the shit out of me when i yell and he just says “i love you”. and for some reason i love him too and i’ve learnt to live with that. i’ve learnt because he’s my whole life now. david, i love you and i’ll see you soon". and when she turns around it happens that david was there and he came to the stage and knelt in front of her and asks “will you let me interrupt you with kisses? will you let my reply to your screams be “i love you”? will you let me steal the last bit of chocolate when i want to? will you let me always be there for you? will you please marry me for all the reasons you love me?“ and she says yes. i should never wake up.

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when it comes them, there’s no bad scenario. if they arrived together, sat together holding hands and she knew he would present her award – that’s cool. if he left the upfronts with her and left her to go to the webby awards but then actually showed up and presented her the award – that’s pretty awesome too. if they arrived together, sat together and he said he’s going to the bathroom but went to present her award, that’s even better! like i said – when it comes to gillovny, it’s always love.

All of those scenarios are possible! I hope someday they explain if it was planned or not, and how it was planned!

« i’m gonna do this. » gillian says and she laughs, holding her phone. david freezes and his heart starts beating faster. « oh no, you’re not. » he tells her seriously, which makes her laugh even harder. « gill, give me the phone. i mean it. » « no. » « gillian. » « david. » she dares him. she’s looking into his eyes and she’s daring him. she’s waiting for his next move. he doesn’t know what to do. he seems helpless. he looks at her and he begs her with his sight. she doesn’t give in. only laughs louder.

“gillian, give me this fucking phone. let’s forget the whole thing and make sweet and tender love.” “no.” “okay. let’s make hard and fast love.” she laughs again. he loves her too much. “it’s tempting but no, thank you.” “gillian, i’m begging you. i’ll do anything you want.” “anything?” “yes.” “alright… you’ll go to baftas with me. you’re gonna be holding my hand, you’ll be smiling at me and you’ll kiss me in front of the crowd.”

he doesn’t have to think about it. they’ve already discussed it. they both decided that they’ll come out once they both feel ready. seems like she does so he’s got nothing left to lose. he looks at her and sees that she’s not joking. he gets serious, too. “i’ll go to the baftas if you marry me.” “what?!” “you know how i feel. i know how you feel. we both want this to be forever. i can kneel right now or at any other occasion. you just have to say yes.” “i’ll say yes if you move in with me.” david thinks about it. he knows it’s not impossible anymore. his kids are grown up, they’ll be still seeing him over the weekends, he may get used to the rain and weird accent. “i’ll move in with you if you agree to do more x-files.” “oh my god, are you serious? david, we’re too old for that shit.” “speak for yourself.” “i am. i’m tired. i’m old and i don’t want to wear that terrible wig ever again.” “so no x-files?” “no.” “okay, i won’t move in with you.” “okay, i won’t marry you.” “i won’t go with you to baftas.” “i will post that photo of you!" david freezes again. she’s laughing again. 

"alright” he sighs. “let’s take it slow, step by step, okay? you won’t post this photo, i’ll consider going as your plus one. you’ll consider marrying me. and now you’re gonna put that phone away and get naked again.” she agrees. when she lays on his chest she smiles. “you know i wouldn’t post that picture in the first place, right?” “what?” “i wouldn’t. you’re too cute to share." 

(i got carried away and it doesn’t make sense, sorry :D)

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Oh my god! It’s so sweet, and also, what the hell was on that picture????!!!!