at first i was scared, i looked around and couldn’t see your face. where are your perfect ocean blue eyes? where is your soothing touch and that beautiful smile that makes me believe in unbelievable? i have to keep running, i’m trembling i’m cold and breathless, not seeing you hurts the most and i can’t concentrate on all those faces. hundreds of eyes are staring at me but they’re not yours. i’m getting nervous, i’m crashing down like an avalanche. i wish i wasn’t addicted to you like that but

i can’t change and you can’t stop being my whole world. i hold my breath and take a step back. i see your smiling face and i’m home.

Damn @megsandroses you are good! You know that? ❤

i kept it with me.

megsandroses:

you asked me what it was like

to be in love with you

it’s like taking a deep breath after a long run

like seeing a beautiful painting for the first time

like listening to a favorite song on a radio

admiring the view of the sunset

on a beach

by the sea

it’s like all the beauty of the world collides

and hits me with the strongest wave

i enjoy every second of it

and i don’t want to share it

so when you asked me what it was like

to be in love with you

i only smiled

and kept it with me.

from 1997.

megsandroses:

it doesn’t matter that we’re broken

see how good we are together

your hands fit me like perfect skinny jeas

and you’re like that oversized t-shirt that i sleep in

you’re so soft on my body

you cover my scars and curves

that i don’t like about myself

you’re my favorite songs

the words make my heart mealt

and lust for you even more

you’re like a vanilla cigarette

you fill my lungs

i breathe in your sweet scent and i die a little

and when you’re in my bed

your every move is just so right

you make me moan with pleasure and beg for more like a silent prayer

it doesn’t matter that we’re broken

maybe we were made to enjoy the sin