Yeah, basically. I want 2012-2016 dd back (and all that came with it). The guy I see now is late-90s dd (but worse, because he’s clearly learned nothing, which is as pathetic as it is tragic), and I fuckin HATED that guy back in the day. Gillovny was Not A Thing (for me) till the pre-revival era, when it seemed that he’d finally grown up, matured, gotten over himself. Turns out, a leopard may not really be able to change his spots after all. I can’t help being Gillovny – but I’d have to witness some fairly dramatic changes before I’d feel good about it.