Hi, I have no one to tell these things, so I decide write to you. I gave up, I believe GA with PM, I was angry in October/November, but now, after everything, I feel sad and exhausted. I was shipping Gillovny since I don’t even know we can ship real people, they captured my life just like Mulder and Scully did. For the past few years I was happy fan, thinking they finally found each other, but something happened. 1/2

2/2 I don’t know what happens, don’t wanna speculate about it, cause I am tired of this. I respect Gillian and David, always read your blog and others who still support Gillovny. But you know, I can’t enjoy reading MSR fanfics, can’t enjoy watching XF( still want season 11), I just can’t.

2/3 final part. For the first time in my life, I step back from The X-Files fandom and it’s scares me. I always keep my eyes on them (GA,DD, The X-Files), but now I can’t watch DD performances and be happy for him, don’t follow Gillian appearances on TV/magazine. Maybe I am bad fan, but in the end I’m honest with myself. Sorry for a mistakes, English not my native language.

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I’m really sorry you’re feeling this way. You’re probably not the only one in this case, and I hope you can take a step back and then come back when things are better and we have good news, because this will happen eventually.