the morning after.

duchov:

the morning after i killed myself i found myself sleeping naked next to your beautiful porcelain body

i was breathing in your sweet scent and i was cursing myself for being so irrational the day before

the morning after i killed myself i found myself loving you even more and that kinda scared me because i was leaving you alone

i was crying inside screaming and cursing myself for being so irrational the day before

the morning after i killed myself i looked deep into your eyes and i promised you that you’ll never be lonely

i know this will hurt you and i hate it and i was cursing myself for being so irrational the day before

the morning after i killed myself i promised myself that i will give you the world and you’ll always be by my side

so i took you with me and now we’re together for as long as we’re dead and i’m cursing myself for being so irrational the life before