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megsandroses:

(because i think when she’s not with him, she misses him terribly much)

today i’m on my own naked barefoot standing on my both feet

you could say i’m stable but inside i feel weak damaged like i’m about to fall

i’m actually scared that i will and there’s no one here to help me stand up

i kind of want to hate you for being away i want to fight you scream at you

make you realize how much i’m suffering 

i’m standing on my both feet but they’re hurting my hands are bleeding

my heart is ripped

help me come back save me i love you 

all those things come to my mind as screams and i only can whisper them 

you can’t hear them and i can’t blame you because you’re so damn far away

i can only pray and hope you will know somehow how much i miss you 

and maybe hold on to the thought that you miss me too just a little bit

i imagine your arms around my body how much you love making those comments about me being so tiny 

i imagine your lips on every part of my body as you leave the wet kisses all over them

i’m holding to the memory of your promise that you’ll never leave me alone

you broke it again you know 

don’t worry i don’t mind maybe sometimes i feel lonely but i’m still here waiting

today i’m on my own naked barefoot standing on my both feet 

i look through the window and i see your familiar face and this time it’s real

i’ve spent so many nights looking out for you in the window and now you’re here

my feet hurt my hands bleed my heart is ripped but you’re finally here

and you’re gonna pick up those broken pieces and you’ll fix me like you always do

i open the door before you knock 

and i don’t even bother that i’m naked