All of those photos and still nothing remotely affectionate. How can that not mean something??

Look, it’s been a day, and I was accepting the idea. I thought the more pics we’d get, the more I’d have to accept the idea, turns out it’s not what’s happening. BUT, I’m not going backward. It would be too painful, okay! This voice inside my head needs to shut the fuck up and pic of them being in a physical contact needs to be released. Thank you.