Nonsense

altaircolin:

inkcollectorus:

I was visiting my parents .. but constantly caught myself thinking about it all and updated tumblr constantly….so I drove home. 

I’m still a big question’s sign and can not get anything to fit together. There are so many things I do not understand and that make no sense in any way. At the same time, I am sure that if anyone else had been photographed with her and they dated, I would not be as disappointed as I am.

Gillian is in many ways a role model for many and in my world if you have the job she chooses and with the things she can influence especially younger people with, you have a responsibility. Whether it’s her agent, social media people or herself who made a mistake, I do not know. 
But there has been a mistake. Why not admit if you date instead of going 10 steps apart, why not smile and just look a little happy together why not publicly declare that you are together? 

I can not help thinking that’s because she knows she has made a mistake with all that twitterfuckery with DD, that she knows that PM has a bad reputation (the man can not see himself in the mirror, is not divorced, speaks
condescending about women and his own children, etc.) that she knows it has been double-moral compared to the book she has published and the things she has previously said. 

Everyone is making mistakes but when you are a public person you have to try to shut things down and/or turn it into something positive. 
It did not happen here and in my eyes she sunk deeper and deeper into the hole that was dug..And now she is back in what could end up being another shit storm that this time can affect both American Gods, The X Files and her future career and the people she surrounds. It’s sad .. I’m back with the feeling that many of the things she has stood for, said and done, may not be who she really is? 

These my thoughts exactly!

It seems Gillian has created some image of the person she really isn’t. Everything that she said in interviews, what she wrote in her book, isn’t about her, only about the person she so wished to be. And I will never understand why she let keep the mysterious going, she could just walk with that damn guy the red carpet all happy and glowing and that would be it. Why this deception? Why acting so miserable? Remember those arms behind her back? And it is not about protecting the privacy, not anymore if she was in a place where paps could catch them! Why she doesn’t allow to show herself at an official event with the guy as a couple, she did that before, it isn’t hard. Just walk the damn red carpet and be done with it, but instead allows for the ongoing mess with her career; HB awards, her movie premiere, her book and the book’s event, and now the season finale of her series! Who the fack does that? Does she have any respect for herself? For her career? And, was it set up? Did the pic first went to her agent and they didn’t buy them so paps sent it to The Sun, bc she left Italy Saturday morning, so pics which were exclusive, appeared just a day or days later? 

Millions of questions and zero answers…

She is a public person, whatever she like it or not, and she has fans (whom she trolled hard in the past and knows what is going on in her fandom) so not handling this whole thing at all is just so…. confusing and heartless. And I understand people who feel sad or cheated.