Jhh I really enjoy your blog but I’m struggling to understand the anger at Gillian? She said herself that the flirting/teasing with David was just a game but we (including myself) chose to ignore that. There were many denials from both of them but they were brushed off by fans too. I think we need to take responsibility for making them into what we wanted them to be and ignoring anything that didn’t fit with that.

It’s not anger, anon. I’m not angry, I’m sad and disappointed but not angry. I absolutely take my part of responsibility. I am too much invested in that, I know it and i know it’s wrong. I know she said it was a game and I choose to not listen. But she said that one time. During an interview where she was pissed in the first place, anyway. It’s really nothing compared to everything she did or said to encourage the Gillovny ship.

She was probably with someone else last year, when she literally wore a shirt saying that she was with David and joked about the size of his penis. She was with someone else when at this same comic con, fans asked her what she did last night and she said “room service”. I could really find you hundreds of examples like this only at this con and probably thousands in their lifetime.
This pill is really hard to swallow. So no, I’m not angry, because I know I shouldn’t have been so invested, but I’m disappointed because I feel played by someone that deep down, I still love and admire. It’s not a nice feeling.