I don’t know why-a pic is just a tiny fraction of a moment but G on that balcony for her sayes-event is kinda my impression of her for months. She seems so lost and lonely. And I cannot understand ppl who see her at her happiest during exactly that time. We are not projecting,are we? I am so grateful for your blog and others that make me feel like I am not insane for seeing that change of her. I cross my fingers that it will turn out ok-we’re XPHILES-we don’t give up!

We’re probably projecting, and so are they. The truth is no one knows what’s really happening in Gillian’s life right now. The one sure thing is that something changed. They want her to be at her happiest, so they see her that way. We want her to be her old-self, so I guess we see her unhappy. I truly don’t see heart eyes where they see them, and I’m not lying to myself. I just don’t see them. I don’t see love, I don’t see happiness, I don’t see anything that I see when she’s around David. That’s why we don’t give up! 🙂
Thank you for your message ❤️