This morning I woke up with a very bad mood and everything is a pain today. In days like this I used to think ‘at least Gillovny is real’ and that used to cheer me up a little. But now? Do you REALLY think they just broke up after a few years, both are totally fine, dating other for a few month or years and then will be back together? Actually I’m more with the theory that all was just a PR thing and GA and DD just the great actors as we consider them. After GG last year when we first saw PM…

…you were so devastated, but now you seem to be fine that they are not a couple. I’m still not. I’ve lost an idol and the greatest lovestory of all turned out to be false and just a PR trick! How can I enjoy anything of GADD in the future?! Please tell me sth to cheer me up! Just lie and tell me in the end all will be fine and they will be happy together!

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I don’t think things are so simple, and I must admit that I’m quite confused about what could have happened between them. But we will never know and there’s nothing we can do about it but wait. I truly believe they were together for a few years, and that it was serious, and I believe that because I cannot forget what we’ve seen, what I thought was true, the story we all read and the ones I’ve been told. I refuse to believe it was all a lie, and most of all, I do not think for one second it was just PR. Their relationship has never been about PR and will never be. They’ve described it in such genuine and sincere words that they couldn’t have faked them.
I was devastated like the rest of the fandom, but yes I’m fine now. We all have different way of coping with that, and I think you’re still grieving, which is okay, but in the end you’ll be fine too. I’m ready to enjoy season 11, enjoy their dynamic no matter the status of their relationship and wait. Because I truly believe they’re each other’s end game. So it may take months, years, I don’t care. I’ll wait, and I’m convinced it’ll happen again and this time, we’ll know for sure.