I sent her your wishes, anon! Thank you for her!! đ Iâm still hoping sheâll come back to enjoy the filming with all us! Sheâs really missed around here!
Thank you, anon! Â That was very sweet of you to ask and yes, I got your good wishes. Â đ Iâm also touched that thereâs some of you who miss me.
Between taking care of health issues that are still a problem and work being crazy stressful and busy, Iâve not been able to be back. I check in from time to time, but thatâs it. I did want to reblog this quickly, though, with my thanks and thoughts.
To all the anons whoâve sent me messages wishing me a good recovery and telling me to get well soon, THANK YOU SO MUCH. Â
To all the blogs and mutuals whoâve sent me messages and asks, THANK YOU SO MUCH again. Â
Amazingly enough, I still get one or two anons a week about whatâs been going on in the fandom (more if somethingâs happening). Â Iâm still shocked that anyone remembers I had anything to say in the first place. Â So, in short, although my thoughts really donât matter and Iâm not around, anyway, hereâs what I think: yes, Iâve been seeing whatâs been happening. No, Iâm not despairing. Â I felt confident saying Gillian and PM werenât a couple October, I felt confident saying it in January, and yes, I felt exactly the same way in May (even after Portofino, because that was PR childâs play and quite comical to see), and I still feel the same way. Â My belief is that Gillian and PM were never together, never a couple (and definitely arenât now, either), and that Gillian and David didnât break up/take a break/drift apart/dump one another, but thatâs all Iâm going to say about it. Â My thoughts havenât changed (and strange, crude anons arenât going to change them, either).
Iâm also not into the PM hate and Gillian hate. Iâve had some anons whoâve delighted in multi-part messages with a barrage of Gillian insults and PM insults. Â I donât like the guy either, but the hate Iâve seen and the name calling is, in my opinion, bizarrely intense. Â I guess Iâm just someone who keeps my dislike confined to conversations with my private and closest friends instead of posting them on my public blog, but whatever. Â Iâve just gotten to the point where I cringe at the name-calling and outright hate. Â No wonder Gorganism is flourishing. Â Ugh. Â
So again, thank you to everyone for the well wishes, thank you for remembering to ask about me, and thank you for lots of kindness. Itâs made me smile more than once and Iâm so grateful. Â
Love you girl!! â€ïž