Ah! No, it’s not just you. I’m totally avoiding this kind of ask for 2 reasons.
The first and most important one: I don’t want to think about him. I don’t want to talk about him. I don’t want him to ruin the filming and kill the Gillovny vibe.
The second one is because I’m a bit lost on the subject. I’m usually sure of my opinions and my beliefs but lately, I’m kinda blank. I must admit that I was expecting to be sad and disappointed to see him hanging on the set, especially as he was in the US two weeks ago but that didn’t happen. Which is good, and I love it, don’t take me wrong! But there are so many theories floating around, all are contradictory and yet all make sense. The “they’re really dating so we gotta get a grip and deal with it” theory, the “cover up before the Gillovny big confirmation” theory, the “PM being gay and Gillian bearding him” theory, the “PR theory”… I’m just bouncing between all of them and I don’t know what to think of all this anymore.
So instead of theorizing about what it must be, I’m just focusing on the bright side of what’s happening now and ignoring the one who shall not be named. Life is better this way and I hope he keeps not showing up. 🤞