I love your blog and I hope I’m not sounding disrespectful, but I just wish people would stop pushing this PR BS. I’m gillovny as f*ck and in my gillovny fantasies they will eventually realize they’re meant to be with each other, but for now I’ve just reluctantly accepted that she is with 🐢. Maybe it’s a relationship of convenience bc they live in the same town (most of the time) and travel in similar circles. 🙈 But I’m starting to cringe a bit when I see ppl still pushing the PR angle (1/2)

(2/2) again I am in no way trying to disrespect you or others, I just sometimes feel like ppl pushing the PR relationship are giving gillovny peeps a bad rap. I was all on board for the fake thing at first but I think it’s just been going on for too long & so many pieces don’t make sense to me for me to accept PR. I think it’s being taken too far & I’m afraid the gillovny blogs are looking crazy now 😕 I’m sorry i love you and your blog & I appreciate your opinions. Am I wrong to feel this way?

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There’s nothing wrong about feeling this way, anon. I think we’re still all trying to cope with that in different ways, and I guess the absence of sightings of the both of them is also giving our hopes back. I keep bouncing between different theories, because in some ways, they make sense. But mostly, I think Gillian is with him and everyday I tell myself that maybe it’s over already.
Gillovny blogs are always called crazy, but to me, it’s more a misunderstanding and biased opinions. We believe in something that others can’t or don’t want to see, hence we’re the lunatics, the bad fans, the misogynists (!) or whatever names they want to call us. Truth is we’re just a group of fans who happened to be disappointed in something we were more or less invested in and trying to cope with some new and unexpected developments. We’re trying to theorize and shed some light on things that don’t make sense, and we accept that sometimes, the person we love isn’t a perfect goddess. So if all this make me look crazy, then I’m crazy and I don’t care.