I’ve been thinking so much about why I feel the way I feel, and if it was appropriate, or not… Gillian means the world to all of us, because she’s unique and beautiful and perfect in every possible way, and she also isn’t. We all want the best for her, yet we all don’t know what’s the best for her. Maybe it is PM, maybe it would be DD. We can only judge by what we see without more information, the expression on her face, and that scares me when she’s around PM. Isn’t that a legit feeling?

Yeah, I think it’s legit. Her relationship with someone else than David would be easier to accept if 1 – the guy appeared to be nice and sweet and caring and loving, 2 – if she looked madly in love and happy around him. None of that is happening. Never. So yes, we want the best for her, and yes we legit think he isn’t the best for her. Hopefully, she sees something in him that we don’t but still I will always wonder why she looks so happy every time she’s around David and so bored and unhappy when she’s around PM.