What is your honest thought on Gillian and PM? I know you believe she’s with him but it can’t be the one. He’s… I was no word and I want you to post my ask so I won’t be mean. But you know how he is. Why him? Why choosing a man you don’t look happy with? Why not choosing happiness ?

Probably because she doesn’t do happiness. Didn’t she say that once or twice? Some people just can’t that’s why they’re self-destructive and I believe Gillian is one of them. She said that too, actually.
PM is a jerk, I think that’s what you were trying to say, right? And I don’t mean that in an insulting way. He’s a jerk. It doesn’t come from me, but if you listen to what his actors have to say about him or what the journalist who interviewed him say, you get it. And honestly, I understand the appeal to jerks. I don’t have a problem with dating them, I like them, actually. They can be brilliant, smart, funny and talented. But that’s me, and I’m not the one who is constantly fighting against them and their behavior. That’s Gillian.
You seriously can take every bit of interview she gave about herself and her relationships and turn them against her right now. Even the ones she gave recently.
She confessed being self-destructive and she said it was behind her. In my opinion, it’s not. You can riot against this idea as much as you want, the fact is that she has been working very hard on destructing her public image in the past year. The Crown, Portofino, fighting against her own show and biting the hand that fed and keep feeding her, promoting WE while doing the exact opposite that is in this book then completely giving up on the project and on Jennifer Nadel, and she keeps doing that every time she tweets or mentions The Crown while her boyfriend is all “sci-fi is shit” and barely acknowledged The Fall once.
She confessed having a pattern in men, jumping in a relationship and adopting her new partner’s habits, friends, tastes, and losing herself and forgetting what makes her happy. She said she had worked on it. Again, in my opinion, she’s deep inside this pattern once again for obvious reason that I really don’t need to list again. “Follow your dream, not your boyfriend” is what she wanted to tell her 16 years old self, so this behavior has been going on for a long long time and I guess it’s not that easy to let go of it.

I believe she was way happier in the last few years, when she was David or when she was single, depending on what you believe. But her old demons came back and right now the demon is named Peter Morgan. I believe it’s a phase, and one day she’ll decide to be the one she said she was for real. Hopefully, it’ll be tomorrow…