What the heck is happening to this fandom?!?! I hope you take good care of your girls! I see JHH posting less and less and skulls leaving this is a mess… I’m so happy I still got you for news so I’m in the loop a little bit at least! Lots of love ❤️

sunshinetoday:

Dear Anon! Thank you so much for this message. It’a been a while since I had nice things in my inbox, so I do really appreciate it!!! I’m glad you still enjoy my blog! Lots of love right back at ya!  ❤️️

And I have no clue what is happening in this fandom or how we got this far and I am so very sorry for it. This place used to be magical, funny and happy. Now it is terrible. Skulls leaving made me very upset and sad, just like what happened to JHH. They are indeed my girls ❤️️ so let me tell you something extremely positive about being in a fandom. We have so much shit going around, let me try to balance it a little bit. Maybe I can give back the hope to some of you, to still believe in the fandom. 

Last year at this time, I was fighting with depression, I hated my job, my life and I was struggling with coming out. I lost all belief in myself, and I genuinely lost track of who I am, what is life supposed to about… It was the most horrible time of my life. Then I went to Vancouver with my fandom friends. I went to Vancouver because of this little show called The X-files, and I went to Vancouver with some people who I’ve never met before and we spent two weeks together! I was nervous as fuck. I hated myself so I couldn’t imagine how these other people who never met me before, could like me?! And in that two weeks, my whole life changed. Those people accepted me for who I am, treated me with respect and we allowed each other to just be ourselves. It turned out that The X-files is by far the only thing that we have in common… IT WAS THE BEST TWO WEEKS OF MY LIFE. I’ve found best friends for life. I’ve found the most amazing bunch of humans. I’ve found a lot of alcohol, road tripping, filming visits, X-files history stories, amazing individuals and guess what else…I’ve found myself. I came back as a different person. I was free, I was someone who was not ashamed anymore of who they are.

Nearly one year later, I already quit my job, I’m moving to the UK, I’ve come out to many of my friends and some of my family members ( not out completely, yet but you know…baby steps) I’ve fixed all my shit and now I’m living a different and much better life. All started because of these beautiful people in Vancouver! 

So yeah, don’t you worry, Anon! I’ll take care of my girls always and forever because without them, I might not be here, or even if I were, it would be a so much shittier life… They are the best, and I’m lucky to have met them and still have them in my life. This fandom can be amazing, it is full of unique humans, you just have to go and find each other to create your own stories! I urge each of you to do so because you’ll never know what a silly little show can give you if you don’t try. Don’t get scared, love is always stronger than hate! 

*Ps:  You bunch of crazies, I love you so much and I f*cking miss you. Sorry for this slightly embarrassing post😂 ❤️️*

Someone talked about her fic to Annabeth who said she would read it, I assume she deleted her gillovny fics so that Annabeth will know about them. This is a shame, they were great fics.

therewillcomesoftrain:

justholdinghandsok:

Noooooooooooo

Never Fear, SJ Fans! A message from SJ/Agoodwoman:

You can tell everyone on tumblr I said exactly this “hi everyone, all is well and no one despair. I took my RPF “available to the public” but it is still up for registered users for the time being! I had a slight panic when Annabeth followed up with me to tell me she WAS going to read after she left so I thought the safest course of action was to make them unavailable to unregistered users. They’ll probably be back up on ao3 to public in a week or so xoxo SJ / agoodwoman”

@justholdinghandsok 😊

Update! Thank you!

I see a double moral with you … you say that Mary lies, and what do you do when posting opinions about D and M that could never be proven? they resent being exposed to the fandom, but they harass M, they insult DD, for a long time they have a campaign against them on social networks … do you know how West and Miller feel about the lies they invent about their father? Now you know how it feels …

Are you for real? First off, you said it yourself, it’s my *opinion*. So I’m free to share it on my own blog if I want to. Then, I don’t know how West and Miller feel about this situation, but tell me! Please! You know them so well, don’t you? They look perfectly fine to me, but please humor me!
And finally, as your defending Mary, do ever ask yourself how Oscar and Felix would feel if they happened on her blog? At their age, how disturbing and confusing it could be to read bullshit like your dad isn’t your real dad and has never been with your mom anyway because she’s married to another guy?
If you’re defending Maryflower, I hope it’s because you’re as sick in the head as she is.

1/2- She wasn’t able to register it all when she was on stage. But as she went and walked backstage, the story she had just heard hit her again and his words resonated in her mind. She had to know, she had to ask him. “David!” Gillian called out. “Did you mean it?” “What?” “What you said… about the bear. Were you… ready to risk your life for me?” She nervously smiled. “That’s what anybody would do under those circumstances.” He shrugged it off. “Not anybody, no.” Her tone was more serious &

alienbaby-babymama:

2/2- he noticed she was looking at him straight in the eye. They didn’t have much time but he knew she deserved a better answer so he stopped in his tracks and put her aside. “Gillian… no matter what our relationship status is, no matter how you feel about me, you need to know that I’m on your side, always. I never want you to feel like you can’t trust me. I never want you to feel unsafe… even if I would probably not be of great help next to a bear.” They giggle. She was touched. Definitely.

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OMG!!! I got my first RPF submission 😍!!!!
love it. it happened. movin’ on!