Hi Anon! Even if this description could match a few people I’ve virtually met in this fandom, I think I know who you’re talking about.

You know, since my real name and my picture have been revealed, I felt somehow relieved that I have nothing to lose anymore in this fandom, so I could, indeed call all the crazies out. I’ve been here for quite a long time and I’ve talked to a lot of people. I could be name dropping all day long, and call out the bullshits and the backstabbings and fake sources and the fake persons and the fake blogs! But in the end, it wouldn’t change a thing. It wouldn’t change the fact that maybe you’d believe me and some others probably wouldn’t.

Even if it makes me cringe to see these long ass rants from this self-proclaimed “source”, calling her out wouldn’t do you or me any justice. I’m sorry you believed her, but if we are talking about the same person, maybe it’ll make you feel better to know that so did I.

You and me have finally come to the realization that nothing she said was true and it was not easy. I believed her because I wanted to, but eventually, it was just too much and I stopped believing. I thought I was the “only one” she talked to. Turned out I found a few other “only ones” after that to whom she told slightly different stories.

But nobody told me to think twice, nobody told me she was lying to me. I realized that on my own, and I think that’s the only way to do it. If I go around telling everyone she’s a liar, the people who believe her now will only believe her more and I’ll be the bad guy and her power on these people will be reinforced because she tells them what they want to hear and I don’t. So we just have to be patient. One day, something will be too much, too hard to believe, for them too and they’ll go away just like we did. But it has to be their own decision. Not mine.