I don’t mean she hates him or whatever, not at all. I just wanted to pointed out that sharing a custody when you’re separated and you still have to function together isn’t a piece of cake, and Gillian probably has to deal with that, with him, his job, his mood and his needs to build her work schedule. And so does he.
She said “forced” marriage, not “abusive” if I remember correctly. And I can understand too those who think their relationship was toxic, because it probably was somehow, at some point, even if I think the word “toxic” isn’t the most appropriate to describe what happened between them. What I don’t understand is those who think their relationship is toxic, after everything they said about and to each other in the recent few years.
I don’t understand either those who think he’s the one she’s talking about in the press and during interviews and in her book. It’s just intellectual laziness to think this way, in my opinion. As if Gillian doesn’t have relationships with people we don’t know, as if everything negative in her life has to be about David, as if she would do that to him, dragging him and their relationship for the purpose of the promotion of her book.
They’ve both moved on, they forgave each other and they love each other now, but it seems like some of their fans are hopelessly stuck in the past forever and it’s sad for them.
But you know what, if people don’t stop with this nonsense, it’ll end up in the press sooner or later, with a headline such as “Gillian Anderson opens up about her toxic relationship with co-star David Duchovny”. That’s something the DailyMail would be thrilled to publish. So let’s just be better than that and realize that whatever happened between them in the 90s, it’s over now. Let’s realize that never Gillian would publicly talk about David with those words today. Let’s be smarter and understand that not a single publicist on Earth would have allowed that anyway.
The sun bathing his skin and her soft lips around his hard member feel like heaven. There’s nothing like a comfortable lounger on the poolside and losing yourself in the woman of your life’s mouth. The way she opens her eyes and her look pierces through his tinted glasses to reach his gaze when she almost lands at his base drives him crazy. That and the yummy sound escaping her throat and echoing on every fiber of his cock. Somehow, he has always considered this act as one of the biggest proofs of his love. It has been misinterpreted by some in the past, but never with her. He thinks there’s something sacred in a blowjob. He completely abandons himself to her and he allows her to take control, to overpower him. She could hurt him right now. She could severely injure him if she wanted to. She could also release him from this sweet torture any time she wants. She knows where to lick, how hard to suck, when to take him deep and how much time to spend on this spot, at the back of his tip, before he loses it. The most precious part of his body is all hers. He has confided his dick with her lips and his balls to her hand. How this could not be taken as a proof of love?
Oddly, it’s not her tongue swirling on his tip nor her middle finger pressing harder and harder against his ass hole that send him on the edge right now. After all, orgasms could be mostly cerebral, he thinks, because the friction of her hard nipple against his thigh and the sight of her hips raising and lowering as she rubs her sex against his shin eclipses everything else. He can even feel her wetness through the hairs of his leg and wishes he was flexible enough to reach her ass. He wishes he was mentally strong enough to make her stop and turn things around. But his body feels so heavy and weak at the same time. He belongs to her right now, she’s the one who decides when this will be over and how it’ll end.
He hopes it’ll never end.
“I’m done. Can I go now?” she asks with her fingers tightly wrapped around his base and her lips softly caressing the pulsing vein of his cock on every syllable.
He barely heard, his mind is dizzy and his ears are buzzing. He must have misunderstood. Where would she go, and why would she go now anyway? She likes to torture him sometimes, but not like that. Not while still holding him and not when she’s soaking wet on his leg. Now that she’s stopped her exquisite motions, he feels his strengths coming back. Maybe he’s strong enough to lift her and put her on her knees. Hopefully, he’ll be strong enough to stand on his feet behind her.
“Can I go, mister Duchovny?” She uses the sexiest voice she can as he was trying to raise. It still doesn’t make sense, he thinks.
Or maybe it does. She always has to go, it’s crazy. Why would this amazing blowjob be different from their relationship itself? One day she’s here and they’re happy, and the second after she’s on the other side of the world and he’s unable to do anything besides missing her for days. “Yes, go, leave me again! You’re so good at it!” he wants to scream, but his voice remains trapped in his throat and it seems like she’s gone already. He can’t feel her mouth anymore. Her beautiful blue eyes have vanished, such as the sensation of her blond curl brushing the inside of his thighs. What he does feel is the dark hole in his heart, aching and silently screaming for her to come back. In vain.
“Mister Duchov…” A scream of disgust follows his last name and the sight of the back of the cleaning lady rushing towards the house and throwing her apron inside the pool is the first thing he sees as he opens his eyes, finally out of his reverie. After a few seconds of incomprehension, he realizes that his hand inside his tented board shorts is probably the reason of the lady’s anger and disgust. He’ll have a hard time explaining that later…
He puts his glasses on the side of the chair and stands up to jump inside the pool in a gracious diving. He needs to cool both his body and mind after what just happened. Hopefully, after tonight, this kind of dreams won’t end in nightmares of loneliness and abandon anymore. Hopefully, tonight, after her car has crossed his portal for the first time in three months and she has seen the red carpet leading to his door where he’ll be standing in an over-expensive suit, after she walked towards him pretending to not understand what’s happening, after he kneels before her, takes her hand in his, and asks her the same question he had asked her twenty years ago, hopefully she will not go anywhere. Never.
15. “I’d say, ‘why don’t we just have sex? Let’s get it on with right here on the table of this coffee shop!’ He better fucking say ‘yes’!” – Gillian Anderson
14. “I’m here and I heart Scully.” – David Duchovny “And I heart Mulder all the way from Belfast.” – Gillian Anderson
13. “Nate’s…Nate’s the single guy.” – David Duchovny
12. “There’s an attraction. Maybe more than an attraction, but it’s not going to happen.” – Gillian Anderson
11. We’ve known each other for more than 21 years. We are best friends. And always will be.” – Gillian Anderson
10. “Gillian has beautiful eyes. Her eyes anchor me to the scene. They’re big and they’re blue and they’re wet.” – David Duchovny
9. “I think as you get older, I think if you’re lucky, if you’re maturing, the stuff that used to bother you, the little things, kind of evaporate and all that’s left is the heart. And that’s all we have left is just total appreciation of one another.” – David Duchovny
8. “Lying in bed in Jodhpur watching live NYCC panel. Miss you guys. Especially one of you.” – Gillian Anderson
7. “We see each other on rare and pleasant occasions and it’s nice. It’s a great relationship and I’m very fond of it and him.” – Gillian Anderson
6. “It’s magical and difficult, wondrous and painful, frustrating and joyous, as any intense , intimate relationship is.” – Gillian Anderson
5. It’s a little as if we have secrets between us. Everything is conveyed by communication beyond words. Perhaps, after all, you could interpret that as love.” – David Duchovny
4. “We embraced and I just burst into tears. We held our embrace for a really long time and I think it was just flooding over us, the importance of this agreement that we’ve had to be in each other’s lives in a very powerful way.” – Gillian Anderson
3. “We have a connection, not just in the fact that we experienced that together, but we have, as two human beings, we have a connection and a camaraderie and a dynamic between the two of us that is also unique to me than any other relationship that I have in my life. There’s an intimacy there, that only exists there, in that particular way.” – Gillian Anderson
2. “David and Gillian stood in that room together alone, and held each other for a good five minutes. They didn’t talk, they didn’t move, they just held each other. Tears running down their faces.” – Kim Manners
1. “You could just see it in their faces, how much they truly did love each other. And that wasn’t just Dana and Fox, that was David and Gillian. They truly, truly loved each other. Oh, I never saw anything like it. I’ve been in this business all my life, literally. And I think David and Gillian’s relationship, Scully and Mulder, are one of the greatest male/female in TV history.” – Kim Manners
“A spiritual adviser encouraged me to start thinking of [him] as my “beloved”, that regardless of our separateness we will be raising two children together for the rest of our lives and that makes him one of the most important people in my life, whether I like it or not. As you can imagine, this is not easy, but the times I am able to communicate with him from a place of love and appreciation rather than resentment, or as he says “againstness”, the more my perception shifts.” (x)
They’re making it work because they have to, but no, they’re not best friends.
I have to disagree. Of course we don’t know who they are in private, and we can just assume, but it doesn’t mean their image is filtered by the press either. At least, not for fans as we are here. Ask anybody, a regular person who haven’t heard about David or Gillian since the original series, they will probably tell you that David did that show where he kept fucking and drinking and that he’s a sex addict. They’ll tell you that Gillian did this other show they barely heard about and will ask if she’s British or Irish or American? Also, they’ll ask if they’re married and how many kids they have together.
That’s their image how it is filtered by the press. Try it, you’ll see, it never fails.
Fans know a lot more than that, we know that David is not Hank Moody, we know about him through his songs or his books, through social media, we met him in person, so the image of him we have built in our mind isn’t properly filtered by the press or by his publicists. It’s probably far from who he really is in private, but still closer than what you can read and what regular people think they know about him. Same goes with Gillian. Even if it’s always very controlled, she shares a lot about who she really is on social media or during panels or events that fans only attend. Regular people don’t know she’s a feminist and an activist, a theater actress, that she can write and direct and that she laughs. Still, her image in the fandom is also probably far from the real everyday Gillian, most of all here where she stands on such a high pedestal that some people don’t even see her flaws anymore, but press and publicists actually play a small part to filter their image for their fandoms.
I think it’s the case for big celebrities who can’t put one foot on the street without being harassed by a crowd and so have to be in total control of their image, but it’s not the case with David and Gillian. Most of the time, they don’t have much to filter and they’re just being themselves.
Why would her boys being at school be a problem? She did Streetcar for 3 months last year, and it wasn’t during the summer. She’s used to work abroad and not only in August!
They could film this fall, why not. The only issue I can see is that if they start in October for example, and if they’d agreed to do 8 or 10, it’ll be extended during winter and I can see Gillian and David refuse to film in Vancouver during winter. (I would totally refuse! lol) IWTB seemed to be a pain in the ass to film! So maybe they’ll film in LA this time…
Just Holding Hands 