
‘Cake’ seems to be the theme this year…
part 1 of my birthday shor fic. (the lyrics – “tomorrow never came” by lana del rey and sean ono lennon)
hey, what you thinking? penny for your thoughts
those lights are blinking on that old jukebox
but don’t ask me why, just swallow some winefuck, i’m old, you think
as you get up early in the morning. you’re standing on your bare feet, looking
in the mirror. you’re watching your face, all those wrinkles. you trace your
face with fingertips and groan. everybody says you age well but you’re not so
sure about it. sometimes everything hurts you and you wish it just stopped. it
would be nice if for once the pain would go away. you wish the most that your
heart would stop hurting.as you go through your room, you notice a small piece
of paper laying on a coffee table. as you come closer, you notice it’s
handwriting. you sit on a couch and start reading her short letter.dear david,
it’s your birthday
again. obviously. i hope you’re not gonna spend it all in bed because i’m already
waiting for you. you know where.yours,
gillian.
of course you know where. your heart starts beating
faster and even faster as you get dressed, brush your teeth and get ready to
go. on your way, you talk to the kids, thank them for calling an remember about
their old man.and there she is. sitting on the bench. your bench. looking as beautiful as ever. suddenly you go back to all those years when you
used to spend long evenings there. holding hands, talking about everything,
about biggest dreams and fears and how you’ll never let go of each other. you
remember how you took her to that bench and apologized for marrying someone
else while you’re still in love with her. you remember all those little
moments, snaps in your life when it was you and her and this bench as your unspoken
promise of forever.she smiles at you when she notices you, you smile back
and sit right next to her. you want to grab her hand and feel that familiar
heat but you’re not sure you’re allowed to do that anymore. so you just sit
there and watch her as she’s speaking, wishing you all the best. she wants all
of your dreams to come true and you just wish she knew she’s your biggest
dream.“you know that i’ve never stopped loving you…” she
whispers and your heart stops beating. you’re looking at her looking at her
feet. “but life’s more complicated than that. i’m more complicated. i’m sorry that i tend to ruin everything…”“don’t-“
“no, but it’s true” she says and laughs nervously. “i do that, we both know it. but i truly hope it changes one day. as your birthday
gift i want to give you hope. i know that it sucks and i could just buy you
Rolex or something but i’m fucked up. i want to give you hope. and…”“that’s enough” you whisper, as you take her hand in
yours and watch your intertwined fingers. you’ve missed her touch so much. it’s
the most comfortable and nicest feeling and you wanna stay this way forever. and you know that the hope is enough for you.because she’s not there yet but she might be. one day. maybe tomorrow.
i waited for you
in the spot you said to wait
in the city, on a park bench
in the middle of the pouring rain
‘cause i adored you
and i just wanted things to be the same
you said you’d meet me out there tomorrow
but tomorrow never came
A series of drabbles based on the request:
Can you write something for Gillian’s and David’s birthday with Eaden and her siblings, please? Maybe in the Vancouver house.
It was long after midnight, almost three hours into his 57th birthday, when David tentatively knocked on Piper’s bedroom door and waited for her reply before slowly pushing it open.
The only light in the room came from the lamp on the nightstand, which was turned around so it wouldn’t illuminate the bed, and bother the sleep of the little three year old who was sprawled out on it.
Her older sister was lying beside her over the covers with her legs crossed and a book on her lap. She was smiling tiredly at him, and he reciprocated it with an apologetic one. From what she’d texted him, and knowing his little daughter, it must’ve been one hell of an evening for Gillian’s eldest daughter.
“Hey,” David whispered and came closer.
Around midnight, Gillian had received a message letting them know that Eaden had woken up from a nightmare and was standing in front of their bedroom, crying heartbreakingly. Because of their birthday presents, apparently. During recess, Gillian had called Piper, who was still busy soothing a very upset Eaden, who’d apparently dreamed that she’d broken her promise by telling Mommy what Daddy had gotten her for her birthday. But what was really upsetting her was her thinking that Gillian didn’t have anything for David’s birthday. Which would obviously make Daddy very, very sad.
Oh this little girl with her big heart and the over-active, beautiful mind – she was keeping them all on their toes, that was for sure.
“Hey, David,” Piper replied and put her book aside. “How was the evening? Did you have a good time after all?” she asked quietly.
“It was fantastic. I just hope she didn’t give you that much of a hard time, even though I know she did.”
Piper chuckled and slowly pulled the covers from Eaden’s tiny form. She was lying on her back, sucking on her thumb while holding Ruben, the green bunny, close to her chest.
“It was okay. She cried a little more after we talked on the phone, but basically fell asleep once I lay her down. She just didn’t want to be alone. She’s out for a good two hours, though. I think you’re safe.”
“Okay, thank you very much, Piper.”
“I’m sorry the night ended like this. Bet you had a different outcome in mind,” she said with a rueful smile as David gently lifted Eaden off the bed.
“It wouldn’t be a proper date-night without such an incident, would it?” he quipped and kissed Eaden’s temple as her head came to a rest on his shoulder
“I guess not, no.”
“Good night, P. Sleep well,” he said and was about to turn around when she suddenly called out for him to wait and got up.
“Happy birthday, David.” She held out her arms and as he opened one of his’, embraced him and Eaden in a bear hug. “I hope it’s a good one! I love you,” she whispered against his chest and squeezed his back.
“Thank you, sweetie. I couldn’t have imagined a better start into my 57th year of life than being with you guys.”
“I’m glad to hear that. Good night,” Piper said and released him. “And don’t sleep in too long, there might be a special breakfast waiting for you tomorrow morning,” she winked and grinned up at him.
The times when Eaden didn’t wake up when putting her to bed were long gone, so David wasn’t surprised when a pair of crystal blue eyes were looking up at him when he pulled her colorful blanket up and tucked it under her arms, just the way she liked it.
“Hey, little slugger. How are you doing?” he asked softly and set down beside her.
“Good,” Eaden said sleepily and rubbed her eyes. “Where have you been, Daddy?”
“Mommy and I went out together for my birthday. Do you remember?” he asked and put the bunny right beside her on the cushion.
“Did you get a pwesent from Mommy?” she asked, and suddenly, there was that familiar sparkle of curiosity in her eyes he knew all too well. He smiled.
“I did get a present from her, yes! She took me out to dinner to a very, very nice restaurant and surprised me with concert tickets,” he said quietly, stroking over her soft, blonde hair as she relaxed back into her pillow. “So we had a wonderful evening listening to some great music.”
“Did you dance?”
“Yes, we danced, honey.”
“Did you give her a kiss?”
“Yes, I promise I gave her a lot of kisses to show her how grateful I was for that wonderful present. Were you scared Mommy didn’t get me one?” he asked cautiously, not wanting to upset her again, but to make sure she was fine again. He felt guilty, very much so, for not realizing how much the whole thing had bothered her that she ended up being so overwhelmed by her emotions.
“No,” she stated, shaking her head confidently, and David had to bite on his bottom lip to hold back a laugh. “Mommy loves you, Daddy. I know that.”
“Oh?” he raised his eyebrow as in surprise.
“Yeah,” she nodded slowly, and David could tell that her eyes grew heavier by the second. “I’m sleepy now. We can talk tomorrow,” she murmured, turned to the side and buried her face into her bunny’s belly.
“Alright, I’m looking forward to it. Good night, sweetheart,” he said and leaned down to kiss her cheek.
Sometimes, David wondered what they had done right to deserve this little girl, but when in the last seconds of consciousness she whispered, “Happy birthday, Daddy and Mommy,” before she finally drifting off to sleep, he said a silent thank you to whoever, or whatever, had blessed them beyond measure.
THIS IS MY DREAM BOOK AND IT WILL HAPPEN!
Not this tweet, nor Mr Morgan will make me forget everything that happened in the last few years and made me believe with very little doubts that they were together. There’s too many things. You can’t take one event after the other and change your mind with the wind, especially when it’s a simple tweet. Gillovny is a whole, and this whole is and was real.
Oh god! Let’s dream. A Facebook live with the both of them would be the death of me.
Except if they one day decide to officially come out and go expose themselves in Portofino (jk-ish), nothing will tell us and as usual it’ll be only guessing. But I think as much as it showed when they were together in the last few years, it’ll show when they get back together, which will happen, I have no doubt about it.
I really and truly do not think any of what they tweet or like mean anything more than fun and entertainment for the fans. I wish we could all stop trying to read to much and just be grateful and happy they do keep tweeting and acknowledging each other for us. There’s really nothing else!
Yes I do! Because I don’t think it’ll be fake or forced or whatever.
We all know how stubborn Gillian is. If she doesn’t want to do something, nothing can force her, not even David and certainly not the fans pressure, or she would have changed her Tumblr icon by now.
Their public image and appearances have always been well separated in my mind from their private lives and relationship. I know I can’t have them being together anymore for now, but I really want to forget ‘til the existence of Mr Morgan anyway. I still want their public interactions to be the same, and I think they will and they won’t be forced or acted because after knowing each other for so long, certain things are natural and genuine no matter what. At this point of their lives, I think their dynamic in public and maybe even in private won’t change because they’re not together together. Although, I hope that *this* will change soon.