That’s not exactly what I’ve said. I have doubts, that’s the not the same. But if I’m being honest, the major reason is that I don’t want it to be true.
There are many many questions and no answers at all. Gillian used to bring other men as her date to awards ceremonies and we know it was totally platonic. She looked more friendly with Andrew O’Hagan than she was with PM, even if she’s supposed to be dating him.
She’d been promoting The Crown more than everything else, and to me, she wouldn’t have done this if she had such a personal attachment to its creator.
I know they’re not young teenagers who need to be all over each other all the time, but maybe a little peck when he won would have made sense if they were together? Even on the cheek? Or just a gaze? A look? Anything? He’d been more demonstrative with Claire Foy on the stage than he was with Gillian the whole night.
The way he talked to her, ignored her, the way she never looked at him, pretty much ignored him on the red carpet, the fact they didn’t walk it together, the fact there’s nothing in the press, the fact she doesn’t look smily at all around him but literally glows when she’s alone, the fact that she only attended events related to The Crown with him, but he never attended anything with her that was for her so far, all of this make me doubt.
And most of all, I was 99,99% sure Gillovny was a thing a few weeks ago. So yes, I might be in denial, but as long as all these questions remains unanswered, I will still have doubts.