Shouldn’t everyone? 😀
Honestly, I think Gillian doesn’t give a fuck about speculation, rumours, headcanons, ships… It’s the internet, it’s social media. It’s a mess. She is a real person. We are real people. She has a life. We have lives. She’s “with me” since I’m 11 years old, that’s more than half of my life. We all love her. Sometimes, it seems like we’re all this big family – mothers, sisters, fathers, aunts, grandmoms – who all want to give her some of our wisdom. That isn’t working in real families, and of course it isn’t on here and with her. We fight because everyone wants to be right. Because everyone has a different wish for her. And yet, she remains Gillian. We can be sad, we can be worried, we can be angry. But we’re not her family. Gillian has her own family who most likely already does these things for her.
I’m just living my little fan/shipper-life around here in my free time. I would go to the moon and back for her. Still, she annoys me sometimes. But who cares? She certainly doesn’t and shouldn’t, because she has a hell of a lot of people wanting a hell of a lot of different things for her.
In the end, she won’t give a fuck if it isn’t what feels right to her. I think that applies to everyone. We do what we think is right, even if we’re proven wrong in the end. Or would do it differently sometime later in life…