Ya know I’ve been thinking about everything lately. I wonder if our love of gillovny comes from some deep desire to have a clearly beautiful best friend that is seemingly off limits BUT maintain an insanely flirtatious relationship. I had that once, back in high school and it was perfect and I was ALWAYS thinking « are we, aren’t we???? » It was so fun and when I thought of gillovny, it felt the same way. Are we lacking something in our lives? Or do I need to lay off the wine and shut up?

That’s a good question, and I’m not sure one can answer it. Some people say that being a fan of something or someone, in general, means you have something lacking in your life, or you have issues, or whatever. I don’t believe that. I don’t feel like there’s something particularly lacking in my life, and to quote (or paraphrase, maybe) Gillian, I’m very happy with my life and what’s in it. I guess I would need years of therapy to find out what brought me to become a fan in general and a Gillovny fan in particular. Probably some unconscious issues, but who doesn’t have some?

I don’t think I’d be happy with that kind of relationship. I need things to be clear and straight, so ambiguous relationships are not my thing, so for me, it’s not that. 

So I have no idea why I’m here, I have no idea why you’re here, if some do know, I’d be genuinely curious to hear their story so maybe I can see if I can relate to them. But all in all, I’m just happy that we’re all here!